A little bit Depressed

Im so sorry..

i wish i could runaway from all my problems..
you guys wana know what..
one day she call me.
she told me that the boy the she bumped to quite bored..
and i just kept quite..
i only told her that please come back to me.

she answered me give her more time..

i gave her time..

but like i just said in my heart.
until when..
im going out to see her this week..
i dont know what will going to happen..
hope Allah will bless me this week.

and now she rarely msg me or call me..

but i will wait 4 her everyday..

i hope she will deserve after what she has done to me

my friends told me to 4get about her..
but i cant..
when im alone i always think of her...

why!
why!Why!.

i thought i could 4get about her..
but i cant..
after 2 and a half years weve been 2gether..
that boy also a troublemaker..

he know that the girl had a relationship with someone else..
but why he try to ruined others people relationship..
where else i had never done like that before to other people,,
but what I have learned in my relegion study..
Allah will give the prize and punishment to the people who destroy others relationship.

I pray to Allah everyday.

and hope that she will come back to me.

And i think to 4get all this thing by study abroad..
anywhere in this world..
as long as its not in my hometown..
and never ever come back here again..
i wish i could do that..
plz ya Allah.

give some strength..

until when i will suffer like this..

Ya Allah..
Ya Allah..


Ya Allah.

Fulfiled all my wish And Bring back Rozana Razali to me...

Amin..