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Assalamualaikum..

i just wanna say that i wanna go far away from my country..

i try to find a way for solving my problems..
isnt it ridiculus..

Fuck..

A lot of probs i face rite now..

my family, fwenz, colleges, gurlfwenz and etc..

whydo i get a lots of tense wif all of this in my life..

i wish i could die now..

i pray to god to give me strenght..

i could stand rite now.

but until when can i live wif my life been ruined..

its all about that gurl..

i cnt 4get about her..

besides ,

its almost 3 years weve been 2gether..

n u guys wanna know what..

she asking me an i Phone..

im very love wih her..

if i can buy one for her i will doit 4 a long time ago..

but i couldnt..

i wish i could..

but remember..

to all gurls out there..

not all men rich..

we can make u happier wif our love, feelings n carrings..

but we cannot make u happier wif our money just to full fill all ur hopes n what u gurls wanted..

not all people are perfect in this world

everybody have a lots of dreams..

but some of the dreams wll not came true..

it will but with a will power from a human..

And That Is PATIENT..

i wish she could read this and could hear me..

I just wanna Runaway far away from here..

plz god..
send me 2 timbuctu..

i wanna study abroad..

plz..

Ya Allah..

Im Beging 4 u..