feeling grATEFULL/.

hye.
its been a long time..
hehehe..

u guys wanna know what..
i finally can forget about HER.
hehehe..

its hard 4 me..
but rite now i dont wanna talkabout her anymore..
hurrrrrrrrrrrmmmmmm..
i throw away all her gifts to me..

hehehe.

i burnt it out..

it is nice to live alone right now..

i feel just nice..

.....

:) :) :)

on 15th Mei: Da Family Goes Out

After da day we hangout..

tomrrow..
the ask me to join them to go to Pantai Merdeka..

And Yup..

Ill Join Them..

it was so amazing..

i never had this feeling be4..
We hangout togther there..
we laydown, snap pictures, playing with kids n etc.
A lot of memories in that days..

i hope i can stay withh my frenz like that..

after that..
in the night..

we hanout in Jam Besar In Sg Petani..

Hahaha.,.
we take a long ride from pantai Merdeka..
We finished our time so happily.

And Lastly All of us Take a Picture..
which is called the Family pictures..
if u wanna know who?..

check in my facebook..
k..
i had a long Time with them..

hi#x..

And usual..

I forget About Her for A While..
For A While...

And i Know She will call me sometimes..

I think Ill stop here for A while..

Im feel Sleepy rite now..
huhuhu..
Okay..

Gotta Go...

And I pray To GOd..
Please Bring Her Back to Me Again..

Amin,,

14th Of Mei:Join Da Family

Sorry..
Late one week 4 Updating My Blog..

Im sorry guys..

On 14th Of Mei..
I have A great Day with my freinds
they called thier family called Shariffs Family
Frenz with my junior in my college.
Ah Meng, Ady, Ammar, Din, Syamil, Epy, Ismaizan.

They Understand My Feelings .
So i Join the family
Yes..
it is like the Film godfather..
Hahahaha..
Theres A way to enter the family
but we only use a chopstick that time

hahaha..
It makes me forget About "her" that time

suddenly they ask me to join them for picnic in Batu Hampar, Sg Petani, Kedah..
At first..

I thought it just only them.
but at the same time i saw girls in a car which is join with us 2..
i thought the family is only a guy..
and i just know that there is girls.

at first im a little bit shy with them..
but after knowing them..
my true forms appear little by little..
hahaha..
besides..
that is the really who i am..
besides picnic we all swim into a river and hang out on the waterfalls..
hahaha..

it is so interesting..
that the first day that i forget about "her" for a while..

They treat me as thiere Family And i Really want it that way..
After the tiring of the picnic we heading home...
And i can forget about the hang out that we made..

I hope It will be like this 4ever in my life...

A little bit Depressed

Im so sorry..

i wish i could runaway from all my problems..
you guys wana know what..
one day she call me.
she told me that the boy the she bumped to quite bored..
and i just kept quite..
i only told her that please come back to me.

she answered me give her more time..

i gave her time..

but like i just said in my heart.
until when..
im going out to see her this week..
i dont know what will going to happen..
hope Allah will bless me this week.

and now she rarely msg me or call me..

but i will wait 4 her everyday..

i hope she will deserve after what she has done to me

my friends told me to 4get about her..
but i cant..
when im alone i always think of her...

why!
why!Why!.

i thought i could 4get about her..
but i cant..
after 2 and a half years weve been 2gether..
that boy also a troublemaker..

he know that the girl had a relationship with someone else..
but why he try to ruined others people relationship..
where else i had never done like that before to other people,,
but what I have learned in my relegion study..
Allah will give the prize and punishment to the people who destroy others relationship.

I pray to Allah everyday.

and hope that she will come back to me.

And i think to 4get all this thing by study abroad..
anywhere in this world..
as long as its not in my hometown..
and never ever come back here again..
i wish i could do that..
plz ya Allah.

give some strength..

until when i will suffer like this..

Ya Allah..
Ya Allah..


Ya Allah.

Fulfiled all my wish And Bring back Rozana Razali to me...

Amin..

THe Planning

Assalamualaikum..

i just wanna say that i wanna go far away from my country..

i try to find a way for solving my problems..
isnt it ridiculus..

Fuck..

A lot of probs i face rite now..

my family, fwenz, colleges, gurlfwenz and etc..

whydo i get a lots of tense wif all of this in my life..

i wish i could die now..

i pray to god to give me strenght..

i could stand rite now.

but until when can i live wif my life been ruined..

its all about that gurl..

i cnt 4get about her..

besides ,

its almost 3 years weve been 2gether..

n u guys wanna know what..

she asking me an i Phone..

im very love wih her..

if i can buy one for her i will doit 4 a long time ago..

but i couldnt..

i wish i could..

but remember..

to all gurls out there..

not all men rich..

we can make u happier wif our love, feelings n carrings..

but we cannot make u happier wif our money just to full fill all ur hopes n what u gurls wanted..

not all people are perfect in this world

everybody have a lots of dreams..

but some of the dreams wll not came true..

it will but with a will power from a human..

And That Is PATIENT..

i wish she could read this and could hear me..

I just wanna Runaway far away from here..

plz god..
send me 2 timbuctu..

i wanna study abroad..

plz..

Ya Allah..

Im Beging 4 u..

the days that i feel so sad..

just now i just about to think..

i was just thinking i wann a runaway from from my problem wif my "EX"

but i dont wanna break with her..

she always call me..

and as usual..
she make me like a stranger..

why dosnt she understand not to play with others feeling

i just pray to Allah that make her back with me..

only that..

and i wish Allah will mmake my wish came true..

Ya Allah..

plz 4give me ya ALLAH..

plz show them ur true rewards 4 those who plays others peoples feeling..

plz Ya ALLAH..

im Begging From U..

aksum.
im sorry i didnt update my blog..
im write wheb im feeling so sad..
i have a story
i had a relationship with onegirl named rozana..
we have a lot of thing that weve done together..
and now were both are almost 3 years..


3 year..

and she create a problem..
she cheating behind me..
i found out one boy that sms her and called himself bby..
but im the one who called bby by her..

when i ask her she told me that the boy is her fwenz..
and they both playing called like that each other..
what if u guys out there seen like that hah..

a man had destroy my relationship..

when im get home i suddenly remember her..

i cnt 4get her..

but easy for her to letgo of me.

but when im asking her why did she do that to me?..

her answer was she did not realize and suddenly bummped into that boy..

and she told me to wait 4 her...

i told her if she love so much wif me..
she wil not do this to me..

and she answeryesand sorry to me..

she did not plan to do this to me..

isnt it rediculous..

fuck...

im so broken heart ritenow..

and now she told me to wait 4 her..

because she stilll love me..
and promise 2 me that she will come back 2 me..

butuntil when ..


i dunno when.

but i prayed to Allah SWT..

make me stronger every day..
and bring her come back 2 me 1 day..
and teach them a lesson 4 who played my feelings and cheats me..